Mood: Happy
Song of Choice: “East Coast Anthem” by Good Charlotte
Topic: Walking the streets of Hinnesville

Today was really great. Took two finals and passed and then since it was half day we left at 11:30. So me, Jonnell, Tiffani, Joel, and Mat. Walked around trying to find a place to eat but everything was full. We found Josh on the way to Taco Bell( the absolute last place to eat.) He hadn't been to school in like a week. I was so happy I ran to him I was by far the fastest but I let Tiffani hug him first because...well because they seem close I guess. The entire time we were in Taco Bell Tiffani was obsene and load and I told her to settle but she wouldn't. Then we started the hour and a half long walk home.

It was okay I just liked being around Josh but Tiffani really started to get on my nerves because she kept bringing up Fargo a subject only she and Josh can discuss.The fact that she held his arm like a vice didn't help either. I kinda fell back once that got old I was sick of it. I mainly stared at the ground and thought. Josh is going up to Fargo tomorrow via the Greyhound...he may not come back. Tiffani visits there ever summer so to her it's no big deal but well that's not my case.

After a while Josh noticed I'd been quiet for most of the walk and fell back with me and we talked a bit. He was smoking his third cigarette and well at that point I was just happy he was alive and I got to see him before break so I didn't nag him. After about five minutes though Tiffani grabbed him again and I just strode foreward. I was a bit angry to say the least when Tiffani at full voiced yelled Josh was her new boyfriend(we'd spent a good portion of the afternoon chasing a boy she liked so she could give him a note). I guess Jonnell noticed because she came foreward with me. Now that I look at the day I kinda wish I had clung to Josh...but that's not my style...not with him. While Tiffani is load, rude, bearly dressed, and all over him. I was quiet reserved friendly when he did talk to me, fully dressed, and polite about contact a friendly shove here and there. I don't know how he took all that...I just don't see why it had to be that way.

It wasn't a bad day just ::sigh:: I'm sure you can understand...it wasn't jealousy I know that feeling well...it was...like that Staind song. You know like I was on the outside looking in on it all. I don't know

Tiffani then made plans for tomorrow and wanted Jonnell and I to stay out until 9 o'clock but I told her I wanted to be home before 4 because I know Geimer would call then. I didn't bother to explain who Geimer was but I did get this look from Josh when I said I was waiting for a boy to call. Then Tiffani got that whinny the world revolves around me do what I say voice and told me I could talk to him some other time. That fired me up there's no way I'd ditch Games so I went damn if you wanna go out take Josh with you. So he said sure to her..so they are going out on a date tomorrow to catch a movie...I couldn't have handeled it I know it now if I woulda said sure and Josh went I would not have been happy...a staright guy kinda ruins the chick lets go out and have fun deal.

I don't know why but Jonnel said no I'll stay at home. So yeah for whatever reason...they finally found our where I live...Jonnell was like Yes now I can take you to the PX with me...Tiffani didn't care she just said oh you live near the barrics you gettin any? and Josh was like ahhh now I may crawl to you bedroom window and watch you while you slumber and perhaps do obscene things. I didn't bother to look at him to see if he meant it the statement made me turn bright red. And that was my day my people...My feet ache...I walked like a few miles in boots...ouch...oh well...Josh made me happy his presence even if Tiffani stole his company such is life. So yeah that's me...that's about it...yeah..